daddylovesme(=

2009-06-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

i'm really glad it happened=D
thankyou Daddy<3

2009-06-21T04:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
hey guys(=
its father's day tdy!
apparently, i wasnt a really great daughter..
hehe. but at least i wished daddy HAPPY FATHER's DAY at my FIRST waking moment
(though it's 1pm, but still, its the thought tht counts right?) haha!
at th moment, we are all in th living room catching 'Finding Nemo', not to mention i had watched it n times-.-
lol!
anyway, my sweet bro made him a card haha!
here it is! >>

cute isnt it??
hehe!
anyway, i have a GREAT dad=D
he spent the whole of Father's Day doing spring cleaning and taking care mummy!
he's the second best daddy in the world!!=D
after daddy God(=
hmm, think its only right that i give them a treat after mummy is feeling right enough to go out(=

“But He was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement for our peace was upon Him, and by His stripes we are healed.”- Isaiah 53:5

and indeed, by YOUR stripes, heal her Daddy=D

2009-06-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

hey guys(=
its been quite some time since i last blog.hehe xD
anyway, CAMP was FABULOUS!
i think most people blogged about it so i shan elaborate,
afterall, words do not suffice to describe how amazing this camp had been.
great jobs to all the organisers(=
and not forgetting VANESSA and VIVIEN and the whole of CHOPIN<3!!!
miss all of them(= cant wait to see them later in the day!!!=D
hope alpha course,youth fellowship and camp echo ll be just as awesome later(=
anyway, thanks guys, to those who had left comments on my fb(=
really touched and i am glad to say my mummy is feeling alot better bcos of all your prayers(= we have an AWESOME GOD guys!(=
i just talked to Him and he promised to sent His angels to accompany my mum cos apparently she's afraid to sleep in the dark and she's alone in the ward-.-
yes. my mother.
so yeah, love her to bits despite those 'shortcomings' xp
may God's grace be on her and His angels be with her(=

anyway, i think i should give her a ring now to make sure she's alright.hehe.
byeee for now. God bless everyone(=

2009-06-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

Today, I was sitting in class and I fell asleep during the lesson. I was wearing sweatpants and had an erection. My teacher came up to me and grabbed my penis. She thought it was my phone. FML

Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML

Today, I was having sex with my boyfriend. When he was about to orgasm, he screamed "Yes Brittany!" at the top of his lungs. My name's not Brittany. That's his sister. FML

Today, I was at a party. The music changed to a slow dance. Everybody grabbed a partner and I was left on the dancefloor alone. Suddenly, this guy walks up to me. I swore that he was going to ask me to dance. He then says: "Could you hold me my drink?" and goes to dance with another girl. FML

FUNNY. go check it out(=

and yeah YOU SHOULD REALLY GET STARTED ON YOUR HOMEWORK=D
and we should be more focused yeah,LOL. we always say that xD
see you soon=D haha BIBLE STUDY(=

DAY 15

2009-05-16T02:51:00.001-07:00

whee(=
it has been 15 days dear=D
yeah! i blogged! xD

first edit: YEAH, u can remove the whole string of whooooooooooooooooooooooooo HAHA!

2009-04-03T13:20:00.000-07:00

with reference to my previous post approximately 10 mins ago, its raining now. Praise God. i am feeling much better now.

2009-04-03T01:09:00.000-07:00

"我从来没有想过，为什么别人有的，我没有，因为我知道别人有的，我都可以有；别人的成就不是我的诅咒。"

今日不知为何，突然想用华语来写博客。就是有一股迫切感吧。莫非是最近"华语谁怕谁?" 广告起着潜移默化的影响??

说实在的，看见这个语录我心里不禁有许多感触。事实上，人真的能一直有如此乐观的态度吗我本身并不苟同。有些人或许认为我是个half-cup empty的人，我并不否认，我甚至相信，世上若没有悲观的人，怎么会有乐观的人?如果每个人都是一样的，都有一样的想法，世上就不会有悬殊，不会有富贵与贫穷，不会有"伤心欲绝"与"乐不可只"之类的成语, 更不会有乐观与悲观，不是吗?

语录是出自一位大亨的口里，在他成为大亨以前他碰到挫折时，真的不曾想过"为什么别人有的，我没有"吗? 我却认为会那么问自己是人的本性。而他的下一句，"别人有的，我都可以有"，是他对自己的疑问的答案。

今天天气好闷，真希望能突然下雨。

A month of saturdays- musings

2009-03-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

I’ve been unemployed since the age of eighteen when I won the lottery with the very first ticket I ever bought.

I’m 25 now, and still a millionaire. It's not because I've invested wisely (I haven’t); I just never really spent much of it. I live in a small house in a small little clearing of woods, about 10 minutes outside of town. I drive the car my grandfather left me in his will. An old grey Oldsmobile. I drive in town to pick up my Grandmother and take her to the grocery store every couple of days. I pay for her groceries, and her bills. It's the least I can do. She insists that I not buy her big useless gifts with the money.

Most people in town call me cheap, which is ok by me; I never really listen to what people say anyway. In six years time I’ve been proposed to seven times.
I’m currently single.

***

The summer air buzzed with an uncomfortable heat. I made my daily trip down the driveway to the mailbox which contained mail that wasn’t mine exactly 60% of the time. That is to say that I got mail with someone else’s name on it at least 3 of the 5 mail-receiving days of the week. I always got my mail, and the issue wasn’t a tit for tat, but merely too many tits. I couldn’t understand the influx of mail with my address, and stranger’s names on it. I wondered what the mailman thought as they slid someone else’s mail into my mailbox.

3 bill sized envelopes and 2 flyers that promised me "Summer was Here" and that my "Backyard paradise started with Sears." The first envelope was the light bill, the second was from the bank, and the last one was addressed to "Jacob E. Barrister."

I tucked Jacob’s mail back in the box, and started back up the driveway.

I kicked off my sandals and turned on the television. The show was trying to convey how dangerous it was to be a deep-sea fisherman. A man came on the screen; Basically anything out here can kill you, what you really need to watch out for is water coming up over the sides. Fascinating.

The fan I salvaged from the roadside three houses down was turned up all the way. It rattled loudly, and shook its head back and forth disapprovingly. Everywhere I looked there were things I should be doing besides deep sea fishing. I stood up and walked to the kitchen.

Dirty Dishes.

Doing the dishes is like jerking off into the McDonalds tang cooler they rent every summer for the community barbeque. Yes, somebody’s got to do it, but when it’s all said and done, so what? Where’s the sense of accomplishment? Where’s the pat on the back? Excellent job on the dishes! Next, world domination! I stood in the kitchen for a little while longer weighing the pros and cons before turning and walking back to the living room.

The red light on my answering machine blinked on and off, like an afterhours traffic light. I reached down and pressed play.

"This is your Grandmother; you've forgotten to come pick me up. You said you would, and you haven't. There's a card here from the girl up the street. I opened it. She proposed. You should say yes. I'll be waiting by the window."

I picked up my sweater and went out the door.

***

"Sorry Grandma"
"I'll bet Bill Gates' Grandmother never waits."
"Grandma, stop comparing me to Bill Gates."
"Do you know him?"
"No Gram, I don't know Bill Gates"
"I thought all you money people knew each other."
"Money people?"
"Have you ever been on his yacht?"

I helped her in the car, and then pulled away, heading for the grocery store.

The one thing me and my Grandmother had in common was we never knew what day it was. She'd been retired for years, and well, so had I. We spent our days in almost identical ways, day in and day out. I found this particularly depressing.

We got to the grocery store, and I picked up a basket.

"You need a basket this week Gram, or are you just planning on stealing everything again?" She glared, and went through the sliding doors.

My Grandmother stole all kinds of things. I knew it, and she knew I knew it, but she would continue to steal them anyway. I had even once tried to talk to her about it. About how I had enough money to buy her the things she wanted, but she refused. She never got caught, or was even suspected of stealing. An elderly Grandmother of a millionaire doesn't steal a block of cheese, after all.

We made our rounds and then headed toward the checkout with the grocery basket, and a cardigan full of food.

My hands started sweating. I knew the girl at the checkout. I saw her every week. Lucy. We'd gone to school together, but hadn't really been in the same group of friends. I loved her. We never spoke more than general weather talk, but I was in love with her. I wanted to buy a jet and take her to Paris. I wanted to find a little cafe in a little square and sip French wine and eat French cheese and whisper romantic love poems. The sun would be setting against the Eifel tower, and we'd name our unborn children together, before promptly going to make them.

"My Grandson knows Bill Gates."
"Oh jeez Grandma, come on."
"Wow, Bill Gates huh?"

Lucy was smiling at me. At me. This wasn't a letter addressed to someone else; this had my name on it. Oh Grandma you beautiful old wretch, you little weaver of miracles, you summoner of dreams.

"Yep, goes on his yacht all the time. He's single too you know."
"Ok Gram, let's get this stuff on the belt here."
She laughed this time, "Wow, yacht rides, sounds pretty nice."

She scanned some orange juice. She scanned some orange juice like a Greek Goddess would scan orange juice. Never has orange juice been scanned so immaculately. I will only drink orange juice for the rest of my living days.

I laughed nervously, "No, not quite I'm afraid."
Although I'm quite the deep sea fisherman. Hardy Har.

"How long have you worked here?" I managed. Good Question. Probably her dream job. Let's concentrate on her minimum wage grocery store employment.

She smiled at me again. I was winning the lottery over and over again. This was better. This smile. It was lightning bugs in the dark. My grandmother's stolen cheese was the jar to catch them with.

"Oh about a year now, it's just temporary, I'm going to school. I want to be a veterinarian."

I need to buy a dog. I need to buy a sick dog, right now.

"Wow that sounds really great."

Maybe a fish instead. No a fish wouldn't really work. Do vet's even check out sick fish? How do you know if a fish is sick? I heard in the news once a lady revived her fish with a bendy straw. Maybe I should buy some bendy straws.

"Alright Gram let's get this stuff in the car."

She smiled again. Winning numbers. Lightning bugs. "You have a nice day M'am." We turned to go and she added, looking at me, "Hopefully I'll see you around again."

"Yes! I mean, yeah, I hope so too. Or I mean. I'll be back."

We left the store.

What the fuck was that? I'll be back?

Yeah, I'll be right back, I'm just going over here to kill the T-1000 then lower myself into a pit of molten metal to save the human race. Jesus.

"That girl likes you."

We were driving home.

"What?"
"The cashier. The veterinarian. She likes you."
"No way Gram."
"Not like all these other money grubbing, marriage proposing, sluts either."
"Gram."
"I mean it. you should ask her out."

I dropped Gram off at her house.

Maybe my senile Grandmother was right. Maybe I should ask her out. Maybe she would say yes. Maybe I would ask her to go to the community Barbeque with me. We could eat burgers and laugh at the kids who fall in the 3-legged race.

I’ll have to make sure to warn her about the tang.

2009-03-22T03:17:00.000-07:00

The Climb
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.

Its all about,
Its all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.

Whoa, O Whoa.

and it just seems that my whole life is filled with ~~bumps~~ mountains.
or that i kept falling into swamps, as much as i try to keep myself afloat, i simply feel myself sinking further and further.
they tell me that it has got to do with mind over matter.
yeah, maybe, and i had probably lost mine then. or at least that will make what they say makes sense. mind over matter.
and let's just put it that way; hiking was never my hobby; neither was swimming.

on a happier note,
a bell is not a bell until you ring it, a song is not a song till you sing it.
love is not meant to be place in your heart to stay, love is not love until you give it away (=

p.s. and no, i am not suffering from bipolar.

I screwed up 81% of my teenage life.shucks.

2009-03-13T03:15:00.000-07:00

[x] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 3

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 6

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 11

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 15

[x] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 19

[x] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

Total : 23

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[x] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework

Total: 27

Multiply by 3: 81%

Then repost this as "I screwed up __% of my teenage life".
REMEMBER TO TAG 25 FRIENDS AND THE PERSON(s) WHO TAGGED YOU!

How I Met Your Mother- robin and barney sleep together

2009-02-27T17:17:00.000-08:00

check this out.especially lynette, really funny xP haha!

2009-02-26T01:35:00.000-08:00

hello guys. first things first, this post is not of freewill.
someone pointed me with a shot gun, and held my handphone hostage while attempting to type a reminder into it as we walked down this hill at tanah merah with a umbrella of surface area- 0.0001mm sq. thats why i have to post this =D
okay, the shotgun part was an exaggeration, or you can use satire.haha
just joking xP anyway, here it goes before i forget:
blog abt jinghiang lending cheryl her umbrella( okay i think thts the correct spelling)* shes so nice right?? =D
LOL.thats it.
and if youre clever enough u should know the person that held my hp hostage was none other than the protagonist in my above above above above sentence but the antagonist in real life xP
LOL.just kidding luh. and this is the first and last post of feb!!(=

* to think i listened to the brolly song of rihanna umpteenth time -.-

2009-01-31T05:34:00.000-08:00

"the lack of blogging is not an indication of the dullness of my world & the lack of worthy things to write bout. if anything, it's the exact opposite.

since my last post, i've started about five separate entries on five separate occasions, with fingers itching to spill spill spill & preserve words, emotions & the whiteness of afterthoughts. the thing is, i take this process of preservation very seriously (lame, i know). much like the egyptians just couldn't skip brain-extractions-through-nostrils & proper embalming, & still call it 'mummification', i can't just write one dismissive sentence on things momentous & expect to feel fulfilled with my blogging quota.

if i can't write about something with the depth & the justice it needs, i'd much rather scrap it to the legions of my memory instead. aaaaaand this is probably (& unsurprisingly) called being obsessive compulsive in most modern societies, BUT THIS IS JUST HOW THIS NIKSTER TICKS, OKAY."

Got this off from babyporridge who's really funny and i think what she had mentioned above, was perfectly relevant to my present situation. Though of course, another reason is the scarcity of time. It had seriously been a hectic week, filled with collection of red packets, smiling( i thought my face would crack), hands-shaking, well-wishing, and not forgetting wolfing those delightful goodies. And i thought i like the last part alot.the most.

anyway, it had been a great day, i would say.xD Praise Daddy, he never fails to bring laughter into my weekends to make up for those terrible weekdays-.- but school thesedays have been treating me better, its less taxing and i am starting to get the hang of writing in my organiser-daily.(= aand of course, i had fun creating names-long ones like barbararella wonderella chanel thomas.though yuhh, that was a copyrighted one.let's stick to shakira-kira.cool.yeah and back to the point(i know i digress alot), today was good except for a little bad news, which i am sure He will make things turn out fine eventually, and some minor stuff which isnt worthy to mention to end this post on a sour note.though i must say, perhaps a thankyou, even out of civility, might have make our conversation a more pleasant one.

Revelation

2008-12-30T23:24:00.000-08:00

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

*We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

*Chorus

I finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I'll be saying)
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

#He is the reason to live
(don't you know do you know the reason
That he came, oh he came to save us
When he gave his life for us) he suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live

We are The Reason - NCC Music Ministry

On 31st december of the year 2008,
the last day of 2008 and the 7th day of christmas,
He gave me a PERFECT gift.
the gift of realisation.
i was flipping through stacks of papers containing random indecipherable handwritten notes of mine that actually resembles more of snake-like drawings-or maybe it is.
whatever it is i came upon a scrap of note which scribbled a verse,"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."- Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

And followed by that particular note, was a notebook which i used to take down notes from Pastor Dan's sermon.

On the 21 Apr 07,
I took down this:
God sees us not as sinners nor blacksheeps but as sheeps without shepherds.- Matthew 9
He sees us not as sinners but as people that have no leader to lead us in the right direction.

David feared no evil, for He is with Him. His rod and His staff comfort him.-Psalm 23
The rod chases away wild animals, the staff held onto sheeps that fall into ravines.

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
Then Moses summoned Joshua and said to him in the presence of all Israel, "Be strong and courageous, for you must go with this people into the land that the LORD swore to their forefathers to give them, and you must divide it among them as their inheritance. The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."- Dueteronomy 31:6-8
He is the One that goes BEFORE you,He is the light.He is in your future too. He had been through first, what you will go through.

All these verses soothes and assures me greatly of a good 2009 ahead for me. I learnt not to: let your exam results be the reflection of your future.Don't let your deeds and doings or the work of your hands be the reflection of who you are.Let whatever you do, be the reflection of God's glory and his goodness in your heart.We are like the Moon, with no light of its own, It shines and reflects the Sun. We must remain our identity in Christ, be in the light of God. We muust abide in Him and be a reflection of Him.

He is our rear guard, He is our Asaph.
Our God is a good GOD.
WE are the reason for Him to give up His son,
and HE is the reason that I will live on in everlasting glory of Him.

Invitation from my lover(=

2008-12-24T07:21:00.001-08:00

You are cordially invited to

A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

Guest of Honor: Jesus Christ

Date: Every day. Traditionally, December 25
but He's always around, so the date is flexible...

Time: Whenever you're ready.
(Please don't be late, though, or you'll miss out on all the fun!)

Place: In your heart.... He'll meet you there.
(You'll hear Him knock.)

Attire: Come as you are... grubbies are okay.
He'll be washing our clothes anyway. He said something about
new white robes and crowns for everyone who stays till the last.

Tickets: Admission is free. He's
already paid for everyone...
(He says you wouldn't have been
able to afford it anyway...
it cost Him everything He had. But
you do need to accept the ticket!!

Refreshments: New wine, bread, and a
far-out drink He calls "Living Water,"
followed by a supper that promises to be out of this world!

Gift Suggestions: ; Your life. He's one of those
people who already has everything else.
(He's very generous in return though.
Just wait until you see what He has for you!)

Entertainment: Joy, Peace, Truth,
Light, Life, Love, Real Happiness,
Communion with God, Forgiveness, Miracles, Healing, Power,
Eternity in Paradise, Contentment, and much more!
(All "G" rated, so bring your family and friends.)

R.S.V.P. Very Important!
He must know ahead so He can
reserve a spot for you at the table.
Also, He's keeping a list of His friends for future
reference. He calls it the "Lamb's Book of Life."

Party being given by His Kids (that's us!!)!
Hope to see you there! For those of you whom I will
see at the party, share this with someone today!

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

2008-12-06T01:45:00.000-08:00

I read this somewhere on the net.
Well, its 'bout 'the picture of Dorian Gray"
some classic we are supposed to read for a english assignment.

"I just finished reading “The Picture of Dorian Gray” by Oscar Wilde. The story is about obsession and how far one is willing compromise his integrity, his worth for the superficiality of physical appearance. Dorian Gray had his portrait done by a painter, Basil Hallward, who was infatuated with the young man and as a result produced one his finest works ever. Gray meets Lord Henry, a friend of Hallward, who shares his somewhat self-indulging world views which lead to Gray’s moral decline. The disintegration of Gray’s values shows up in the portrait while none leaves its mark on his youthful face that remained so even as the years go by.

It is not realistic, but the underlying theme is brutally factual. It goes to suggest that perhaps all of us have our own “portraits”, a side hidden from the world, a side that bears all our doings, the grudges we hold, the gossip we spread, the discontentment we harbour. We hide this under lock and key, not willing to confront who we truly are, seeking consolation in the perfect canvas we present to the rest of the world, basking in compliments, fueling our expanding ego to leave no room for guilt and repentance.

Gray was afraid to face his nemesis, as we are all when it boils down to confronting the less-than-perfect self, and so, he had to learn the tragic way. His obsession with undoing his wrong led to a vicious cycle of heinous crimes.

Scars are there to remind us how not to inflict the same wound again, it doesn’t go away with precaution or change of methods. Such only serves to aid prevention.

Perhaps if we do not focus on what has already been done, it becomes a lot less about undoing and more about progressing. One good deed will not erase the malice, but it does get us into the cycle of goodness.

i thought it sounded like a really good book, taking into account that i am afterall not someone who fancies sitting by the coffeetable, enjoying a good read, thesedays.

chiang rai!! day 1 and 2(=

2008-11-26T00:50:00.000-08:00

2008-10-22T03:36:00.000-07:00

Q: why does human default always dances on the cruel side?
A: thats cos' human rather hurt than to be hurt.
thats cos' human are selfish.
and with that, i'm definitely not absolving myself of this guilt.

"everyone & everything will let you down eventually. the only way to stay sane is to not let yourself down."

2008-10-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

"She lives in a glass jar. Like the butterfly you caught when you were eight. She can see freedom but there’s always the glass to contend with. Most days she can ignore her limitations, but on some days - her demon days, she can see every restriction and flaw in her tiny world. Those are the days when she escapes into her mind. She can spend hours there lost in her thoughts. They tell her its not normal, it’s not like her. She laughs, and what exactly would they know about her? She puts on a show for them everyday: they know the character – not the actress. Even then she has fun, she has perfected her role as the ingenue. They think she doesn’t notice the small details. They don’t know that she enjoys watching them. It’s the voyeur in her, she loves eavesdropping and observing the interactions of strangers."

She laughed, and her gaze fell upon the puddle on the pavement.
Horrified, she realised amusement never did reach her eyes.

2008-09-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

many things struck me today.
erm, ok maybe not, quite a few.
but it was enough.
enough for me to want to blog it out at least.

hah.

#1 i always heard that "people tends to cherish only when they feel like they are losing." common. but i didnt know there was a second part to it. and that they might rather give up what
they had to reach out for something that they are losing. at least not till today.

#2 i was taught that true giving means giving with all your heart without expecting any return. then again, what is the probability of this to turn into actions in this pragmatic society of ours? even teachers hope to see gratitude in students after they graduate, don't they? the policy" Work for Reward, Reward for Work". people need some form of reward, need to get something back, to feel accomplished, dont they? it doesnt mean monetary rewards. Putting materialistic people aside, even volunteers, they hope to see smiles on the faces of whom they had helped, its still a form of reward to them right? everyone needs something to motivate them right? and with that, i think its rather impossible to do something and not secretly wishing that you will ger something back- something nice.

#3 last but not the least, biology. biology teaches us about how amazing our human body is, and how it works in this wondorous way, with everything for every action, from consuming to egesting. then admist all these studying and your biology teacher's droning, did it dawn on you that our lives are rather mechanical and mundane? and whats about those sensory neurone, motor neurone stimulus and homestatesis? As we are learning about how interesting our physical body is, what about our life?

man. this seems to be a rather depressing post. well, but anyway its just my point of view, though its a lil subtle. even to myself. however, no matter how crappish this seems, but definitely and surely, i hadnt lose my point. life is an irony. and this is 4 ironies in a post.

2008-09-20T19:26:00.000-07:00

John 7:16-17

16 So Jesus answered them, “My teaching is not mine, but His who sent me.
17 If anyone's will is to do God's will, he will know whether the teaching is from God or whether I am speaking on my own authority.

i kinda of like this verse.
I love God so i praise him and share about Him(=

God is LOVE.
and love does not just provide for us, but LOVE protects us.
favour is not given based on our own goodness, but is given cos He loves us!
so RECIEVE it and you will see it manifest in YOU.

and you're in GOD's house, no other place like home.
beieve in MIRACLES(=

yd was FUNNN!!
si shi si
shi shi shi
shi si shi shi si
si shi shi si shi
shi si bu shi si shi
si shi bu shi shi si!!!
hehe xP

2008-09-17T03:17:00.000-07:00

i can tell u i seriously abhore what i was reading.
but after the fourth time reading it again,
i sense sth stronger than plain fury in me.
i sense disappointment.
in you- for not not trusting me.
in myself- for not making you trust me.
i detest wednesday.

edited/ i realise i mention words of "hatred" in the beginning and ending of this post.

2008-09-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

trust me. the Lord is real.
5mins ago, i was just resenting the fact about what a useless bum i am.
most of the time.
ok nvm, chronic laziness had gotten the better of me thesedays,
so i shan bother to defend myself anyway.hah.
hmm, anyway, i was just wallowing in self-pity,
and lo and behold,
a cockroach appeared.
to cut a long story short, i killed it.
(it was a flying one, mind you.)
nevertheless, i killed it.hah.
i would titled it " my accomplishment of the day"(=
owell, perhaps Daddy does have a mission for me in life afterall..
"KIll cockroaches, flying ones, keep the house free from creepy crawlies and shrilly screamings."=D

2008-09-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

it was not too long ago when i heard someone pondering about a peculiar question:
What are the 10 things you like about how God created you?
I didnt gave much thought to it then.
however, this question came to my mind this morning,
and somehow i couldnt yet get to an answer.
(its 3.19 pm now, mind you.)
its kind of worrying,haha.
nevermind, like what i say previously,
faith CAN fill the voids where knowledge and understanding fall short.
so i believe one day God will reveal to me the mission he has set for me in my life.
lead the way(=

2008-08-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

i don't know how to put this across.
somethings in life, at this period, things may seem really precious.
a gemstone, or a sparkling diamond sort of thing.
who cares if the gemstone cuts upon contact, you somehow deemed it as sth perfect, sth tht is irreplaceable, sth that you can give up anything for.
despite the exorbitant fees, you willingly paid for it nonetheless.
however, no Man knows what the future holds for themselves.
perhaps everything will just be forgotten and lost.
but what are the chances for that to happen?
what if 10years down the road, as we looked back from afar, we realise that gemstone we clung on so dearly to, is nothing but rubble,a mere piece of stone.
and whatever we are left with are scars caused by gripping onto them so tightly then.

theres nothing to lose, you might think.
but then again, whats there to gain?
you see it as an agreement, but you know clearly that its a gamble you are taking.
A gamble of your own feelings when youre back to reality.
can you truly say that the void has been filled, or will it cause a deeper hole?

true, i didnt been through what you had, i don't understand.
but what about what i had been through?
i don't know if this is good news, but you may not be alone.
i was so glad you found someone of age to guide you and give you advice,
really happy for you.
someone of similar background, someone of a similar past,
someone who can really give sound advice which i seriously think makes great sense even though i didnt hear it directly from her, but ironically, from you.
but seriously, where did the advice go to?
i don't know either.

perhaps you think the argument was uncalled for, and could have been avoided, that
would have been possible, if i wasnt a friend- your friend.

2008-08-24T05:14:00.001-07:00

Faith can feel the voids where knowledge and understanding fall short.
and when there's testing, they will be testimonies.
how true.
well, just summarising two essential things i had learnt during this period that i hadnt blogged, which is well, quite some time.
haha.
it put me through quite a lot of thinking i guess.
Faith, i supposed is one thing that can really pull people out of their deepest and darkest moments in life.
i mean, its good to have someone to run to, to seek help, during such times.
and the sad fact is, humans do not have the capability to handle problems well most of the times.
thank God for Him.
thank God for whatever challenges You had and You will put me through.
thank GOd for guiding me and correcting me along the way as i go through trials and tribulations in life.
thank God for making me grow.
I thank you in Jesus most precious name, AMEN.

tired

2008-08-15T08:34:00.001-07:00

i am exhausted.
wonder how much longer can i hold out.

2008-08-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

Like ya, didnt expect you to read it that way,
rly didnt cross my mind..
the world thank you for producing salt water for desalination xp
hahas.joking xD
but just glad we iron things out(=
it won't happen.
2years,20years,200years..never.
and it does matter,
youre not a passing phase in my life.
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay and leave footprints on our hearts.”
yeah, you left ur BIG imprint there, so don't worry,k?=D
whether we get into the same jc, it doesnt matter.
cos' i made a promise and i will definitely keep it.
i'll be at your side.
this song's for you<3

At your side
When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

I'll be at your side
I'll be at your side
You know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm right there
I'll be at your side, I'll be right there for you
(Together we'll survive) through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm at your side

I'll be right there for you
I'll be right there for you, yeah
I'm right at your side

too fast

2008-07-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

i don't need a universal remote control to fast-forward my life,
its already going too fast for my own good.

maybe, maybe someday,
i should get a road directory instead(figuratively and literally).

anyway new skin guys=D

today was funn=D

2008-07-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

had a heart to heart talk with darryl just now(=
realise i hvnt really cared as much as he does for me.
well, hope that he cheered up after what i had said luhh..
though he wun read this, just want him to know
" Jie will be HERE　for you always okay?"
=D

2008-06-25T06:14:00.001-07:00

STONE BY STONE

I have a wall you cannot see
Because it's deep inside of me
It blocks my heart on every side,
And helps emotions there to hide
You can't reach in,
I can't reach out,
You wonder what it's all about.

The wall I built that you can't see
Results from insecurity
Each time my tender heart was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse.
So stone by stone,
I built a wall,
That's now so thick it will not fall.

Please understand that it's not you-
Continue trying to break through
I want so much to show myself
And love from you will really help.

So bit by bit,
Chip at my wall,
Till stone by stone it starts to fall.

I know the process will be slow-
It's never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long ingrained,
Upon one's heart from years of pain.
I'm so afraid to let you in:
I know i might get hurt again.

I try so hard to break the wall,
But seem to get nowhere at all
For stone upon each stone i've stacked,
And left between them not a crack.
The only way
To make it fall is imperfections in the wall.

I did the best I could to build
A perfect wall, but there are still
A few small flaws, which are the key
To breaking through the wall to me.
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack
To knock a stone off of the stack

For just as stone by stone was laid
With every hurt and every pain,
So stone by stone the wall will break
As love replaces every ache
Please be the one
Who cares enough
To find the flaws, no matter what.

~ Rachel Bentley

nice poem(=
might make it into a song if theres time(=

Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.(Psalm 27:14)

peace out[=

2008-06-25T05:46:00.000-07:00

convo with alvinanana~durin BIO-
alvina: ehh, how the sperms know where to swim to ah?
me:hmm.how u learn how to eat, sleep and shit ehh?
alvina:tsk..
me:(cut in..) naturally de right? it just comes to you right?
alvina: no..some stuff need to be taught de what.
me:" umm.then maybe in the penis there's a school where they have teachers to educate, plus maps and compasses lor.."
alvina:"..."

2008-06-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

no more higher grounds.
my feet are tired.
i need some place to land.

retail therapy(planning in progress..)xD

2008-06-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

hey guys(=
went out with christina today xD
to shop for my mummy's present.
hehe..thank god i manage to get sth in the end..
with my own help of course.hahas
CHOCOLATE BANANA CAKE!!!
from awfully chocolate
ok, she helped to decorate it luh.
with m&ms..=.=
and so proud of it smore..so gve her the HONOR lor xD
heh.anyway, we got lost at somewhr near esplanade and in esplanade..
bad signboards luhh xP
anyway, we had bacardi lime(=
mental note- rmb.nerdy guys are nice ppl.xD
yeah peach flvr next and wine and blahblah..(=
and anyway,i behaved myself at least..
not like some kuku on the mrt xp
hahas! and apparently she forget to tke the hcl ws luhh..
haiyo hv to pass to her on either sat or mon..
mug math.sounds T.T anyway..xD
hmm..and my mums so TOUCHED heh..
and the cake tasted good too
(after removal of m&ms..) xD
had don's pie with clam chowder in return..
tasted rly good luh!! thanks mum!!<33>

2008-06-02T00:47:00.000-07:00

whee!!
hahas,this is one GREAT video.
(not a lame one ok?? xD)
bt yeah, a rly sweet one.
imean,how many of us can bond in such a manner with ur MUM?(=
hurhur,u guys know my brain processed rather slowly
bt well, i know mother's day was over since ages..
bt this video is just so great, i dun see why i should wait till nxt years mothers day to post yeah??xD
so enjoy..

2008-06-01T06:53:00.003-07:00

"I don't see this as a disablity.i see this as a gift."
establish where you are in life and be thankful.
find one positive thing in your life and hang on to the positive thing and concentrate on that.
live life to your fullest potential(=
"the day you believed you had reach your fullest potential, you had not."
anyway digress abit, today was great.

bye world.
cheryl<3

musings.

2008-05-30T09:20:00.001-07:00

I am smarter than 71.70% of the rest of the world.
The Most Impossible Quiz

my 80th post.so -.-

2008-05-26T09:07:00.000-07:00

tried to figure out chords for this new song quite long ago..
rather uncompleted as theres only one verse.
hahas,will get the rest of the chords after i deal with pasko and rmb my lover's concerto, mezza luna, lambada, samba and stuff for the COE performance..cos apparently i forgot abt them and yeah,it kind of sucks to lan yu chong shu,hahas!anyway here's how it goes:

Gchord-strum string 6 5 4 3
Cchord-strum string 6 5 4 3
Gchord-strum string 6 5 4 3
Gchord-strum string 6

repeat first 3 strums
last one:
Gchord-strum string 5

G
I look into the mirror
C G
And I smile 'pon what I see
G C G D7
That look-a-like, that stranger
G D
That stares back at me.

G C G
That stranger knows not how to break
G C D
Beneath the taunts and lies
G D7 C
She knows nothing of being weak
G D
She forgot how to cry.

Verloren mich selbst

HILLSONG!!!

2008-05-23T22:34:00.000-07:00

HILLSONG!!!

2008-05-20T02:57:00.000-07:00

i am back.
i am bored..
(so familiar?)-.-
hahas.
hmm.okay so exams are-
nvm..anyway(trust me, before whatever i am gg to type after i said my piece here.is tht i had the urge,and i followed mr cow sense, and had stupidly typed the word EXAM for umpteen times, for godknowswhat reason.i dont. )

i will post pics.soon.
this is just a realllly lame post.

hahas.
bye world.

2008-05-20T02:53:00.000-07:00

hey people.
the exams are over.
yeah,i know i mention it in my previous post.
but previously, it sounded like someone died.
yeah.so this is the proper one-
THE EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

sweet.

2008-05-14T06:13:00.001-07:00

i am tired.
glad its over.

2008-05-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

when i first heard about it,
surprisingly there wasnt much fear instilled in me.
truthfully,i was somehow calmed about the news.

reason being,
not that i don't care.
but because i know HE will watch over THEM.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful worldas it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.

Trust in the LORD with all your heartand lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge him,and he will direct your paths.
Proverbs 3, 5-6

AMEN.

2008-05-05T04:21:00.000-07:00

i was walking up tot he mrt platform that day.
among the morning 7am crowd.
suddenly i was shove to one side as i tried to get on the escalator.
well, apparently a lady was tryin to squeeze through everyone, hopeful that she might be able to board the train tht will be beeping away anytime.
well, i moved aside.
she was a distance away from me.
so we reached the platform simultaneously.
yet ironically, she stopped before the train door hesitantly,
and turned around to see that the train on the other side had arrived.
she whipped around and shuffled towards that train.
for me, i boarded the train she was rushing to board initially.
thats it.end of story.

what i want to emphasise is that:
sometimes we were so into something,
and we strive so hard,
give our utmost,
put our best foot forward,
whatever.
but if only we can just stop and pause for a slight moment,
and think:
is this what i really want?

life is such an irony.

2008-04-20T04:29:00.000-07:00

heyo.
had fun this weekends!!
hahas.went to jack's place yesterday.
didnt had the usual chef steak..
tried black pepper crayfish pasta.
but guess what?
i cldnt taste anything due to my bad cold and cough.
the only good thing about it was tht i sound sexy.
LOLS.xD
neway.camwhore ALOT.
but my cable isnt with me now..
so will upload pics nxt time bahh.HAHAS
i look super spastic.>< face="arial">
anyway, Anntold me a story yesterday.
(digress iknow,bt who cares?xD)
anyway,once upon a time,a mother was gettin her son ready for dinner. She dressed him up in a brandnew set of clothes.why? i dno either, bt perhaps dinner very impt lor, bt anyway, the mum dressed the son up nicely. yeah.she asked the son to sit by the table and wait for dinner to be served. She reminded him not to go out of the house as it was raining and his clothes will be dirtied. Like any young little boy,he gave what aboy would give his mother-the SWEETESTｓｍｉｌｅ．and ran off to play the nxt min his mother turns her back,the mother witnessed the son jumping into mud puddles dirtying his clothes.but she didnt commented on anything.until her son turned around and shouted,"Look mum,i am gonna jumped into space-ONTO THE MOON!" HIs mum gave a smile,and said,"Thats good! Do remember to jump back to Earth for dinner!"
20years down the road, the guy become a famous man. The guy who led MANKIND to their biggest leap-Neil Armstrong.
Sometimes, a simple reaction from someone, might change little things, something small perhaps, but you never know, perhaps the future.
it is the biggest leap for Mankind-Earth to Moon.
For Neil Armstrong?
It merely took a step.(=
off for dinner!

2008-04-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

so bimbotic.both of them xD
hahas.bein random
will post more photos(=

2008-04-17T20:42:00.000-07:00

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin."
I'm whispering "I was lost,"
Now I'm found and forgiven.

When I say..."I am a Christian"

I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need CHRIST to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
and need HIS strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
and need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
but, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"

I still feel the sting of pain,
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
who received God's good grace, somehow.

I AM A CHRISTIAN.

2008-04-16T02:22:00.003-07:00

whww~
i went online in the end..hahas
cos michael's late><

ciao

2008-04-16T02:22:00.001-07:00

whww~
i went online in the end..hahas
cos michael's late><

ciao

2008-04-09T18:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just fel like air.
at spring lab now..
boring><

2008-04-01T08:44:00.000-07:00

i hope it isnt true.
yeah, i guess thats the only thing i can do.
maybe you could tell me/

2008-03-22T10:12:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
made a video.
tribute to GOOD FRIDAY.
i will NEVER EVER stray from God.
cos HE LOVES ME TOO MUCH.
and its mutual by the way.xD
just tht i can NEVER EVER repay His love for me.
unconditional love.
He's always there to GUIDE me.
and HELP ME OUT.
2000 years ago,
HE gave us His one and only Son,
who died on the cross,
to help redeem us from our sins.
Doing the unthinkable,
paying the ultimate price,
going beyond the call,
is part of God's character.

so check the video out yeap?
"GOD WILL MAKE A WAY"
i know my voice is rather croaky. =/
due to too much stuffing of food this LONNNNG holiday as what the tchers claim it to be.
yeah,3 LONG days.
hmm.
yepp.so hope you guys dun mind luhh. xP

enjoy.

Yeshua ohev otach
(god loves you.)

ciao.

2008-03-11T18:30:00.001-07:00

had this cartoon conversation with my brother over breakfast:

(mummy shouting through kitchen):

darling, you all want bird nest?

me: No no!!I don’t like. don’t make my share.
Darryl dear: ehh.i want i want!..err..bird nest arh..ehh.dun want dun want!!
(see? Typical of boys to want to possess everything.)

A while later,

Darryl dear: Why you don’t want bird nest?
Me: Cos I don’t want it. simple as that.
Darryl dear: Orhh..but good for you mahh!
Me: -silent- then why YOU don’t want ehh? *glees
I STUMPED HIM.
Hahs.
Darryl dear: Cos its disgusting with all that white white thing mahh..

* shivers

Lols. A really short conversation
But I thought it was rather heartwarming for a child to question why aren’t we eating food that’s good for us.
Lolls.
That’s lame.=.=
But well.
I just don’t like it.
Simple as that.

whee! legos!!!

hahas.

the Police City

so cool right?

and its NOT THAT EASY luhh, marc.

hahs.man,legos are fun.

i want to build stuff.=D

if only, some things can be build up-that easily.

2008-03-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

As we grow up,
We learn that even the one person that
Wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heartbroken probably more than once
And it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
And you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures,
laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset
Is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never Begin.

2008-03-01T17:47:00.000-08:00

perhaps its the impression i give.
but it seems to some ppl tht its exceedingly simple for me to excel and get good grades. like as if its an ability i am born with.
no.
its not.
i put in my best for all of them.
and its not that easy after all.

thank god for my understanding parents xD

still its a huge blow.
yeah.i am fine.
booyah!xD

2008-02-11T05:49:00.000-08:00

hey guys.
CHERYL FEELS UBER LOVED

but ALL of you.
thanks peepos.

thanks MUMMY.I LOVE YOU LOADS AND HEAPS.alotalot luhh.i PROMISE to be a good girl.nomore quarrels ok?? u have done a GREAT job in being my mother.i know i am difficult attimes.bt hey, i have grown up alright?? i am 15 already!! GOd will let us MUMMY and DAUGHTER have a everlasting lovely relationship!! and thanks for the EARRINGS which u went all the way back to Heeren to buy for me thou i decline the offer that time and u noe i like it a lot.
thanks DADDY. I LOVE YOU LOADS AND HEAPS too.dun worry.hehe. really happy you make the effort to come back early tonight to celebrate my bdae!! hahas. EIGHTo'CLOCK is early ok?? come back at this time everyday and you wun rcve nuisance calls from mummy.LOLS.
thanks to both for paying for my new handphone.mummy for being more ANXIOUS than me.lols.I AM STILL CHOOSING.hahas.xP
thanks GODMA.I LOVE YOU LOADS AND HEAPS TOO!! you know that luhh.hehe.THANKYOU for that $400 angbao.u shldnt have luhh.i KNOW U LOVE ME A LOT le RIGHT??hahas.
thanks WUYI.for the trouble to COLLECT the AWFULLY CHOCOLATE cake.sonice!! and oso for your $120angbao.hehe.
thanks dear DARRYL.for ur sweet card.many HUGS and KISSES and all the saliva you left on me.ILOVEYOU loads<333
thanks MEINU.i LUBBLUBB you.and ure a SEXYPOT ok?? WO AI SI NI LE POPO!!!=DD
xiexie ni de $200HONGBAO.heheh.
thanks DARRYLtan. first to wish me at 8.30pm?! on 10th FEB on msn.hahas.
thanks TUNA.first to sms me at 9.13pm on 10th FEB.cos apparently lazy you cnt afford to waste precious sleep time.and the 2nd sms in the morning.yeah.URE NOT BAD luhh.man.hate to lie on birthday..gees.=X and present and letter too.hehes.
thanks NANA.second to sms me at 11.11pm on 10th FEB.cos u scared u fall asleep before 12.hahas.
thanks JINMIN.third to sms me at 11.59pm on 10th FEB.and in school.hehes
thanks JINGHIANG.fourth to sms me at 11.59pm too on 10th FEB.and for the letter too.hahas.<33
thanks JONATHAN.for that msn convo of guessing whos that SPECIAL person is.hahas.and those TAGS to countdown amd your blog.hehes.
thanks TIMOTHY.first to sms me at 12.01pm on 11th FEB.glad u didnt call cos i was aslp le.and for ur present and the RECEIPT and the outing which you will be SPONNING EVERYTHING.hahas xD
thanks JOLDARDAR.for ur sms at 12.03pm AND ur BIGBIG COOKIE MONSTER!!! i know it COST A BOMB dear. AND you SENT IT ALL THE WAY TO MY HOUSE.THANKS ALOT<33
thanks BRENDA.for ur sms.MY great monitress=DD
thanks 'RISSE.for ur SWEET sms and present=DD
thanks EDWIN.for ur sms and you can keep the kiss.hahs=DD
thanks BOOS.for ur sms just before i reach school and minutes before that idiot bell goes off.and ur present its not cheapskate luhh=DD
thanks EUGENY.for carrying my file up to class and ur sms and the ENGLISH/CHINESE bdae song.raise awareness of MINORITY LANGUAGES!!=DD
thanks ZHONGFEI.heheh,for ur sms and blessings and angbao.we will sit SOCOOL tgt one day.CHOY!!lols=DD
thanks SHIRLEY.heheh,for ur sms and $200angbao=DD
thanks CELESTE.for ur sms and $50angbao.so sorry cant meet up with uguys ytd..glad u understand.WORK is more fun luhh.hahas=DD
thanks SHERR.for ur sms.glad u remember!!=DD
thanks QIANRU.forur sms.hahas.u too yuhh??=DD
thanks G.T for ur sms and tribute.it sure made me cry..hahas.that much that i posted it on my blog too.

A TRIBUTE TO CHERYL =DD

Today's your special day so here's a tribute to you...
You're someone I've known since P1 :)
You were always the smart one. Haha, no matter how hard I tried, I always came in third and you, first or second. Also, your birthdays were always fun :D There would be a ton of games and prizes and there'll be alot of laughter :) Remember the time when I threw cake on your face? And you got revenge by throwing it on my hair! :D Although I'm not really that close to you, but you never forgot to include me in alot of things you do. Haha, I'll never forget you even if you forget me one day, Crazy Girl :D And this tribute is just so you know that I appreciate you :D :D
Here's to our nine years of friendship!

Happy Fifteenth My Dear Friend :D

thanks CHARMAINE.for ur sms.hehe=DD
thanks dearKIM.for ur call and will mt u on SAT!!=DD
thanks CALISE.for ur call and will mt u on SAT too!!=DD
thanks JOOS and RIZVAN and ADA and ANGELA and KRISTY and XINTING for the birthday woshes and RIZ i am waiting for ur $20 present!hahs.joking.
thanks WEE~ for spending quite an amount on my bdae celebration and your $20angbao.hehes
thanks SHEAULING and JERRY for ur friendster comments too.
n THAT 5 great ppl who spent a GREAT DAY at SENTOSA with me. LOVEYOU GUYS TOTALLY.

and lastly,most IMPTLY,
GOD.
thankyou for creating me and all my great friends and family members who celebrate this SPECIAL day for me.
thankyou LORD for all your BLESSINGS AND ANSWERED PRAYERS.
iloveyou LORD.
my Creator.

a BIG THANKYOU TO EVERYONE=DD
sorry if i missed out anybody><

andand, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CINDY and MRS HUDD who shared the same bdae as ME!!hehes

will post photos soon.
toodles.
lhr 10mins more to end of BIRTHDAY.
but i had enjoyed every minute of it so ITS OKAY.

2008-02-10T02:32:00.000-08:00

ok.i know got sth wrong with my blog posts.
oways 2!!!
ahhh.i dno why oso.
neway,those interested in the vid and dunn want double bkgrd music.
here it is :
FUNFUNFUN!!!

love cheryl<3

2008-02-10T00:56:00.000-08:00

thanks for ytd guys.
thanks for everything.
thanks jinghiang thou u didnt join us,
thanks for calling up the ppl.<333
thanks tuna,for blocking all the pics with ur head.
hee.joking.thanks for those climbing,present,letter.<333
thanks joos, for those sweaty palms.
hee.no luh.for standing by me all these times. and those climbing<333
my hand is here for you okay??
thanks bamboo, for those times,present and those gay moments we shared in smses.hahs<333
thanks riz, for commenting we are ALL sexy ppl, paying half for the dessert and those climbing and helping hands.=DDD
thanks MR wee for coming and spending almost 100bucks on the cablecar rides and FOOD.hahas.=DDD
thanks MYSELF for treating you all to ice cream at swensens.hahas.<3333
a BIG THANKYOU.

2008-02-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

hey guys.
hadnt been updating for quite some time yeap??
as in a decent post.
lols.
many things had been occuring in my life.
changes.
good? bad?
His will. His plan.
wells,
there are certain changes in me
that i thought is good=DD
hahas.not being narcissictic
but i seriously thought so.
anyway,
daddy's on leave le!!
as in my earth daddy.
hees.
and he cooked!!
fried beehoon.hehe(=
lols.
in fact he was the one that taught mummy.
hehe
i love my parents!<333><
mummy's currently havin a bad throat><
any cure??
do tag if have alright??
cos shes sounding really bad.
"zarrling,huat zrre zuuu zoooing?"
yeah.bad right?
at least i thought so.
but shes still chomping on bak kwa.
but shes still in THAT shape.
but shes still 45kg?!
NEVERMIND.
i have her genes.=XX
lols

andand,THANKS JOOS(=
i like that ALOT lorh.
ur bath towel.HAHS

2008-01-31T06:10:00.000-08:00

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great beat(=

2008-01-24T04:41:00.000-08:00

Main Entry: forever
Pronunciation: \fə-ˈrev-ər, fȯ-; Southern often fə-ˈe-və\
Function: adverb
Date: circa 1500
1 : for a limitless time
2 : at all times : continually

words said cannot be taken back/
not gone forever.
bt remains in my mind.
thats what i call forever.

2008-01-19T08:24:00.000-08:00

When You're Gone lyrics

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know i'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
Theres no place to go you know I wont give in
No I wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
Theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
Theres no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disapear
Before the doors close, this comes to an end
But with you by my side I will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong

Cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
Theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
Theres no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
What ever is ment to be
Will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
Lalalalalalala...

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
Theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
Theres no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
Theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
Theres no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

2008-01-16T04:25:00.000-08:00

"Purest of Pain"

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

I called you today, just to hear you say you were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

Chorus:
I.. - Oh I really miss you - Yes I do - Yeah
I.. - Oh I really miss you - Ohhhhh yeah I do

I'm writing to say - Had a wonderful day,
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

Chorus:
I.. - Oh I really miss you - Yes I do - Yeah
I.. - Oh I really miss you - Yes I do - I miss you
I.. - Oh I really miss you - Ohhh yeah I do

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh don't you know

Chorus:
I.. - Oh I really miss you - Yes I do - Yeah
I.. - Oh I really miss you - I miss you
I.. - Oh I really miss you Baby
I.. - Oh I really miss you Baby
I.. - Oh I really miss you
I.. - Oh I really miss you
I.. - Oh I really miss you

today was a rather good day i guess.

2008-01-11T09:03:00.000-08:00

nice video xDD
super funky
i like that 5sec frencher hahas.
totally COOL =X

Is it okay
If I speak to you today
You've been pissed off for a week now
With nothing I could say
Could make you look up
Or crack up
Is there anything that I can do
Anything to show you...

You're a bitch
But I love you anyway
Oh
You can't sing
But you still put me to sleep
Baby
You're a bitch
Hey hey
Hey hey
You make me sick
But don't ever go away

So you tell me that there's nothing left to say
I drive
You face the window
Then you're in my face
Tellin' me to grow up
(oh oh)
I wish you'd grow up
(oh oh)
I can't wait until you fall asleep
I wonder if you know that...

You're a bitch
But I love you anyway
Oh
You can't sing
But you still put me to sleep
Baby
You're a bitch
Hey hey
Hey hey
You make me sick
But don't ever go away

La la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la

WHOA!!!!!!!!!!

You're a bitch
But I love you anyway
Oh
You can't sing
But you still put me to sleep
Baby
You're a bitch
Hey hey
Hey hey
You make me sick
But don't ever go away

Yeah
You're a bitch
but I love you anyway
So why don't ya
Stay

2008-01-11T08:58:00.000-08:00

funneh SONG(=
love them.
BOWLING FOR SOUP.

Four years you think for sure
Thatâ€™s all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw thatâ€™s just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With whoâ€˜s the best dressed and whoâ€˜s having sex,
Whoâ€˜s got the money, who gets the honeys,
Whoâ€˜s kinda cute and whoâ€˜s just a mess
And you still donâ€™t have the right look
And you donâ€™t have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids
Youâ€™ll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tomâ€™s straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesnâ€™t matter if youâ€™re sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
Sheâ€™s the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
Iâ€™ve seen it all before
I want my money back

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With whoâ€™s the best dressed and whoâ€™s having sex,
Whoâ€™s in the clubs and whoâ€™s on the drugs,
Whoâ€™s throwing up before they digest
And you still donâ€™t have the right look
And you donâ€™t have the right friends
And youâ€™re still listen to the same you did back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With whoâ€˜s the best dressed and whoâ€˜s having sex,
Whoâ€˜s got the money, who gets the honeys,
Whoâ€˜s kinda cute and whoâ€˜s just a mess
And I still donâ€™t have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And Iâ€™m pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

High school never ends

Here we go again

2008-01-11T08:32:00.001-08:00

I've been so many places in my life and time
I've sung a lot of songs I've made some bad rhyme
I've acted out my love in stages
With ten thousand people watching
But we're alone now and I'm singing this song for you

I know your image of me is what I hope to be
I've treated you unkindly but darlin' can't you see
There's no one more important to me
Darlin' can't you please see through me
Cause we're alone now and I'm singing this song for you

You taught me precious secrets of the truth witholding nothing
You came out in front and I was hiding
But now I'm so much better and if my words don't come together
Listen to the melody cause my love is in there hiding

I love you in a place where there's no space or time
I love you for in my life you are a friend of mine
And when my life is over
Remember when we were together
We were alone and I was singing this song for you

You taught me precious secrets of the truth witholding nothing
You came out in front and I was hiding
But now I'm so much better and if my words don't come together
Listen to the melody cause my love is in there hiding

I love you in a place where there's no space or time
I love you for in my life you are a friend of mine
And when my life is over
Remember when we were together
We were alone and I was singing this song for you
We were alone and I was singing this song for you

touching worr.
hahas(=

2008-01-11T08:27:00.000-08:00

Michael Buble - Always On My Mind Lyrics

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

sweetsong
though rather slow =X

2008-01-11T08:16:00.000-08:00

Party favours on the floor and a
Half drunk bottle with a popcorn in it
Yesterday’s dress in a complete mess and a
Bruise on my arm, I don’t know how I got it
January 1st and it’s already clear:
It’s gonna be another shitty year

This years resolutions:
I will exercise more
Call my grandma
Tell my family that I love them
Learn more about the world wars, and forget
I will learn a new word each day
Today’s word is dejected

and on the top of the list there’s you
I’m going to be with you
I haven’t told you yet but I’m going to be with you

Aaaah

Doorbell’s ringing, I ordered pizza
Came half through it, wish I hadn’t eaten so much, had some more
Watching Ivanhoe on TV,
Picturing me as slacker Marion
Wished for a life this year, it’s brand new
but on the top of the list there’s you
I’m going to be with you
I haven’t told you yet but I’m going to be with you

FAB song.
man,i LOVE hello saferide!!

2008-01-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

I check my bed for bugs and spiders
(though I don’t really believe they’re there)
I check my head, it’s getting tighter
I want to stop, but I don’t dare
I will not sleep until I’ve counted to 200 three times
I will not sleep until my pencils lie in a straight line

Goodnight, goodbye
It’s late, and I’m too tired to cry
Goodnight, goodbye
Just let me close my weary eyes

I pray to God twice in the evenings
And check the stove four times each day
I spin around the door to make sure that it’s locked
And wear these lucky socks until they fade away
The house might burn down
And it’s all my fault if that puddle doesn’t get me wet
If I get home before the rain, you’re mine
But I won’t bet

One day, I’ll be stepping
On cracks and close my eyes
But I’m too tired to argue with myself
I’ll just do this one more time

GREAT rhythm.

Goodnight, goodbye
It’s late, and I’m too tired to cry
Goodnight, goodbye
Just let me close my weary eyes..

2008-01-11T07:55:00.000-08:00

Get sick soon SONG LYRICS
by
Hello Saferide

Oh, I love you! I wish you got the flu
So I could take care of you
Like you take care of me
I?m such a Florence, a real Florence Nightingale
I?ll fluff your pillows, I?ll buy you a Spiderman comic and read you
?til you fall asleep
Sleep on my shoulder! I won?t wake you even if
My back turns crooked and I have to walk with a limp for a week

I?ll make you soup and none of that kind that you get in a jar 'cause I
know you don?t like those

Oh, I love you! I wish you got the flu
You?re the cutest thing I?ve ever seen, like a teddy bear on heroin
Come, I?ll tuck you in tight and I?ll sing for you all night
All night, all night, all night

You can hold the remote, I won?t try to steal it
And the best cushion is yours and you can have your feet on me,
Even though I?m scared of feet and even though I had a hard day at work

Oh, I love you! I wish you got the flu
You can lay your weight on me and I?ll be your backbone
You won?t have to worry 'cause I'll be your backbones
Lay your weight on me, lay your weight on me
You won?t have to worry 'cause I'll be your backbones
Lay your weight on me, lay your weight on me
You won?t have to worry 'cause I'll be your backbones
Lay your weight on me, lay your weight on me

man.UBER sweet song.
and that guy is seriously annoyingly cute.
man.his girlfriend will definitely get well=DD

2008-01-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

I really miss 2A.
i even missed Mr Koh.
like man.
can you believe it?

I miss everything about it.
the quietness.
the noisyness.
yeah, i know they come from me.
bt they are part of 2A as well.

I used to be rather noisy when i am in 2A i guess.
i am noisy cos i am happy.
when i am in 2A i am happy.
thats why i am noisy.
so when i am happy i become noisy.

now,
i am still noisy.
bt i am not happy.
i feel insecure.
it feels like i am really disappearing..
as the days are so mudane
that they practically float pass me and my life.
i make noise
cos i want to be certain that i am still around.
cos i am uncertain if i am around.

i used to seem to be sleepin thru lessons in 2A i guess.
bt i do listen to the lessons and i know what is gg on.
now i am sleeping(mentally) thru lessons.
n dont tok abt things gg in one ear and out thru the other,
cos it didnt enter in in the first place.

hope tmr will be a good day.

OK THE ABOVE POST MEANT TO BE POSTED ON THURSDAY.

NOW,

i am starting to like school.
i guess its really TIME that helps bahh.
and of cos, Him=DD

I have trust in Him that everything that is happening are part of His plan
for me.
for everyone.

2008-01-02T03:39:00.000-08:00

it is a great class.

one of the best things God had blessed me in 2007-2A.
and every single member.
note that i used "IS".
cos thats how it will be to me in my heart forever.

it was kinda of a sucky day.
went to school with timothy this morning.
glad that i wont be taking to tanah merah alone nxt time lohh.
cos now he alights at bedok.
so at least have company.
reach school at usual time.
but felt super unusual.
i didnt feel this way on the first day of school
two years back.
this year.
i felt worse.
but was glad to see my friends luhh.
JINGHIANG,NANA,LYNETTE and RIZVAN!!!
same class as me.
felt loads btr after seeing them=DD
u guys might not hv seem to do anything.
bt well, u guys did everything.
i felt more "usual" i guess.
yupp.
and more secure bahh.
to see these familiar faces..
yupp.then zi-high again as usual.
yeah it felt alot closer to "usual" than mins ago
man.i am crapping.
but well just feel emo suddnly..
mood swings due to teenage menopausal as usual
(at least something usual..)
feel rly weird at the thought that i wun see yujun taking the broom to sweep floor..
feel rly weird that i wun see brenda busying herself to help out in class..
i guess i even miss tose ppl i dun usually tok too..
miss their "quietness"
not that 3G'08 isnt quiet,
bt its quietness freaks me out i guess..
went home with jinghiang and vincent.
i guess that is the only good time i had today.

hope tmr will be fine.

I can do everything through him that gives me strength.Philippians 4:13 NIV

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.Deuteronomy 31:8 NIV

todays my parent's SPECIAL day again.
my mum was cursin under her breath why my dad isnt at home at 7.25pm.
*few mins later
"ding-dong!"

my dad carry a huge box of muffins.
(my mum loves muffins..)
BIG SMILE.
both of them.

hahas.
neway,
here it is:

HAPPY 16th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MUMMY AND DADDY!!!

my parents look so happy.
i suddenly have the urge to marry when iam 20 too .
JOKING!!!
hahas.
i will stay happy,
cos theres Him.

2007-12-31T08:22:00.000-08:00

heyhey!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
man.time flies.
there goes 2007.
bt neway.it wasnt a really good year..
lots of things happen real fast.
glad its over too i guess..
bt, of cos,
God is gracious.
He gave me really great friends and family to support me
during the bad times.
and to share the good times with me too(=

anyway,
today was FUNFUNFUN!!!
lols.
ate at Pizza Hut.
thankyou Rizvan!!!
for your large helping of CHEESE.><
fantastic lor.
hope u enjoyed urs too.
hahas.
and you koped my MANGO FIZZ luhh..
man.
rizvan:" i drink arh?? "
me:*nod head*
*cup place back.EMPTY.with ice.
me: o.0
neway,
he paid $12 loh.
n Pizza Hut kept the 50c change.hahas
n i watched I AM LEGEND.
man.Will Smith is totally hot cann??
=DDD
man.im infatuated with him.
lols.thou jh say i was snoring thruout the movie..
i dunthink i was that bad loh
tired mahh..
slept for abt3-4 hrs only.
then want to slp le.
KABOOM KABOOMBOOM!!!
i didnt slp loh..
noisynoisy.
movie end then saw this longlong couch..
tuna and i had a go on lying on it..
damn shiok lohh..
n it reminds me i hadnt had a good kick at your arse.><
lols.
hvnt kick ur arse man><
lol
bt was great funn today!!
thou it didnt started well..
hahs.
neway.
HV A GREAT YR AHEAD GUYS!!!=DD

2007-12-30T08:15:00.001-08:00

hey guys.
TMR"S THE DAY!!!!
lols.
whee~
and the world came crashing down on me.
just when i am about to dig into my-goodygoody-LASAGNA!!!
at jack's place<33
(used to frequent thr alot.hehe.n FINALLY I AM BACK!!xDD)
well, i had a small helping of steak too.
MEDIUM RARE.
this color.
hehe.
will post pics perhaps another time.
bt i only took pic of my lobster soup and lasagna acty.
hehe.
okay i digress alot.
back to main topic.
get back to emo mood first..
xDDD
=DD
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:X
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D':
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okay.
MAN??!!!!!
i cnt believe thrs gonna be SEC1 orientation '08 on-
4th JANUARY'08!!!
man-GREAT START of the year loh
thankyou DR BOON!!><
thats the last thing oon my mind cann??
diediedie.
i have missed so many GUITAR PRACS
><

"Dear Daddy,

pls change the date for the orientation to be 4th JAN 09.
it wun be too late, i hope. thankyou, Lord.

In Jesus most precious name,
Amen."

He will help me=DDD
alright, back to PRACTICE.
Daddy help those who help themselves.
here goes..

2007-12-29T01:45:00.000-08:00

love this song.
and love this movie!!
whee~
enjoy.

2007-12-29T01:36:00.000-08:00

man.
i think this is btr than the ORIGINAL Soulja Boys loh.
maybe i shld upload that video of WEEPENG when
she was dancing to soulja boy
hahas.
damn hilarious(=

IT MAKES ME HAPPY.

2007-12-29T01:29:00.001-08:00

Where Is The Love? Lyrics

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

love this song.
last heard it a few years ago.
and man,you wll nvr get sick of it.
FIFTH TIME TYPING THIS FREAK POST.
hah><
neway, the lyrics are totally true.

2007-12-29T00:25:00.000-08:00

Miscommunication

1. Lack of clear or adequate communication.
2. An unclear or inadequate communication.

THIS DARNED ELUSIVE HAPPINESS

2007-12-28T20:53:00.000-08:00

The Hammer

I was in the crowd the day that Jesus died
And as He hung upon that cross His mother cried
I saw the crown of thorns He wore
The stripes on His back
The water and the blood ran out
And then the sky turned black
My mind was filled with anger
My heart filled with shame
This man brought only healing
Well who could bring Him pain
Why does it seem the strong
They always victimize the weak
And suddenly I found myself
Standing to my feet

CHORUS:
And I cried
Who nailed Him there
This Child of peace and mercy
Who nailed Him there
Come and face me like a man
Who nailed Him there
And the crowd began to mock me
I cried Oh my God I just don’t understand
Then I turned and saw the hammer
In my hand!

I am just a Roman soldier
An ordinary man
I love my wife and children
I do the best I can
But how could I have killed Him
There must be someone else
I got to find an answer
I can’t blame myself

CHORUS

I nailed Him there
This Child of peace and mercy
I nailed Him there
I am the guilty man
I nailed Him there
With my sins and my transgressions
I cried Oh my God now I understand
When I turned and saw that hammer…
In my hand!

Here's the cheapest place we

great song(=
love it.
heard it during xmas service.

2007-12-28T01:32:00.000-08:00

hey guys.
feelig alot better le..
yupp.
googled "happiness"
and guessed what i found:

"Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don't find happiness, you make happiness. You choose happiness. Self-actualization is a process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doing what brings YOU the most meaning and contentment to your life over the long run."

well.i thought it means alot.
hahas.
You will never be happier than you expect.
To change your happiness, change your expectation.
so i am a HAPPY girl!!
lols.
"lame,but true.i like."
hahs.
learn frm somebody lame today.
lols.
and i acty use CHINESE to comm on MSN.
man.was fun><
hah.
and i learnt malay.
man.I AM A TRIPLINGUALIST xDD
hahas.

neway todays another special day for someone special.

HAPPY BUTT-DAY DADDY!!!

hahas

okay i woke ur at 7 this morning guys.
like WOW.
man.bt its worth the effort
cos i get to see my daddy's SPARKLING TEETH when he SMILED.
not to mention that mango cake which i had a big helping.
gahh.i am getting FAT.
bt lalala
i weighed myself (AFTER EATING THAT CAKE=DD)
i had lost 3kg this hols.
whee~
so proud of myself.lols
so i guess its alright to binge a lil
hah(=

okay so this birthday celebration was short,
bt hey,my dad is REAL HAPPY still.
hahas.he's hvin some company dinner tonight i think.
so mummy says we have to celebrate in the morning.
*CLAPCLAP for mummy*
GREAT idea!!
she started calling me up from 6 i think.><

and last night, she busied herself the whole night
hiding the cake from my dad's sight.
hahas.it RHYMES!!
lols.n this morning we all have to wait at the dining table
until my dad came out of the toilet.
then mummy was like "okok.daddy off light le then we light candle."
then my bro like some PI like that:
run in and out of the rm.
"Daddy coming! Daddy coming!"
then my dad was like" eh..darling, why u so happy?"
then my brother run out of the room..
well.
the lights off le.

PLAN: Light candle.
*pitch black.
1 sec later.
*pitch black.
"tick""tick"

mummy:"aiya,why wont light huh??"
daddy:"oh my-"

*candle lit
mummy:"ok!!ok!! HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO..
daddy:"thankyou mummy!thankyou.."

yeah.so was rather drama.
hahas.n i was rather half-awake.
bt wells, i manage to finish my cake though my eyes were drooping><

daddy:" i was wondering why mummy nvr wait for me to brush teeth together this morning.."
mummy:" aiyo..bcos.."

their convos go on.
n i eat my cake.
finally finish it.

mummy:"finish le ah?okay.you can go back sleep le.sorry ah, wake you all up so early.."

yeah.
and the whole family weigh tgt,
and then i went back to sleep.
hahas.

wells.
IT WAS A LONG MORNING.
i woke up at 12 after that.
hahas=DD

okay.
nthing much to say le.
I HAVE ~~like finally~~FINISHED MY ZUOWEN!!!
three cheers for ME!!!(=
hahas.
okay.going out soon.
so toodles=DD

2007-12-27T01:22:00.000-08:00

the holidays are coming to an end.
i should enjoy bit of it-down to the seconds.
i will try at least.
it isnt that easy after all.
especially when you still have homework undone,
books unwrap and a load of shit waiting to be cleared.
schools kicking in in less than a week?!
hope i will get into the swing of things.

I honestly have no idea where all my time go.
It’s not like I study very hard, in fact,
my san guo is on page 137.
my san guo was on page 137.
my san guo had been on page 137 for decades?centuries?-whatever.
It’s not like I go out everyday.
nope, i don'think so. at least today im here blogging.
It’s not like I read alot or watch TV.
may i do, bt again.nvm.it ISNT OK.yeah.
The only thing I can think of is that I sleep alot. As in, ALOT.

I am tired.

Sometimes I feel like I’m not alive.
Non-existence will be a better word.
My days fly by and I’m just floating through them like a ghost with no emotions to feel.
I can’t really absorb what michael says.
I read my texts, and I repeated page 136 for million times.
I talk to people and I don’t rmb what I say or hear.repeating them again.
My spirit feels like it is being drained away.
Sometimes I wonder, am I alive?
Or am I just an empty shell with no apparent soul in it?

i feel dead.

2007-12-26T21:02:00.000-08:00

hey guys
THIRD day OF christmas,
santa gave to me,
THREE BIG TURKEYS,
TWO SERVINGS OF DESSERTS,
AND TURN ME INTO A BIG LUMP OF FAT.

lols.
okay, nothing to do.
BLOGGING FOR THE SAKE OF BLOGGING.
edited/-theres ALOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO.
BLOGGING FOR THE SAKE OF NOT DOING HOMEWORK.

hahas-
really bored.
haiish.
talk to quite alot of ppl today-5.
wells, i normally dun tok to that much at a time.
hahas

HUITING;
well the usual stuff,31st watching I AM LEGEND,lessons on THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FLAMINGOES and OSTRICHES.
hahs. i still stand firm at my thesis: no difference between them except for their colors.bt in this society full of vanity, FLAMINGOES can go dye BEIGE.hahas.jkjk.
well,thanks anyway. u CHEER UP too yuhh?? lols.I AM NICE=DD

ANQI;
we wish merry xmas to each other and talked about class allocation.lols.short chat.

CHENGJOO;
SHES BACK FRM taiwan!!!hahas
and she bought six rubic cube at $1 each?!CHEAP DEAL.i told her shld hv bought 60.go sell.hahas.I AM AN ENTREPRENEUR.muhahaha.

JUNWEI;
nothing much either.
about christina looking like cheryl chua i think.hahas.
and talked about cars loh.his favorite.><

DARYL;
not my bro.my bro is DARRYL??yeah.talked alot.hahas.he's in china.so we were dicussing on how hes gonna bring me thr in his luggage.bt anyway, im like CHENGJOO, i say NO to Cheena Airlines.hahas.so unless hes buyin a BUSINESS class tix frm SIA,nono.hehe.then tok abt expectations luhh.sth like that.hahas.and some other stuff.lols.

okay.nothing to say le.thats all i guess.hahas.
ohoh.I AM IN 3G!!!
hehe xD so happy.
looking forward to 31st??(=
and god bless you guys!!
<333

2007-12-24T22:43:00.000-08:00

new song.
wrote it nights ago.
check it out

Be there

C E
I want to be there,
E D
To show i care.
E C
Let you feel safe,
C E
Keeping the faith.

C E
Be sure i 'll be there,
E D
When you're down.
E C
Turning your frown,
C E
Into a smile.

C E
With you during the good times,
D E
For you during the bad,
C D
If i have to choose
E C
between these two,
C D
I'll want to be there
C
For you.

2007-12-24T22:09:00.000-08:00

I don't wanna fight

I can't sleep, everything I ever knew
Is a lie without you
I can't breathe when my heart has broke in two
There's no beat without you

You're not gone but you're not here
At least that's the way it seems tonight
If we could try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right
Cos baby….

CHORUS:
I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And this loneliness that's in my heart
Won't let me be apart from you
I don't wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So I'm hoping we can start tonight
Cos I don't wanna fight no more

How can I leave, when everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for
Girl it's in you
I can't dream, sleepless nights have got me bad
The only dream I ever had is being with you

I know that we can make it right
It's gonna take a little time
Let's not leave ourselves with no way out
Let's not cross that line

CHORUS

Remember that I made a vow that I would never let you go
I meant it then, I meant it now
And I wanna tell you so

CHORUS x 2

2007-12-24T22:05:00.000-08:00

Don't let me go

So much to say
But where do I start
Would you listen if I spoke from the heart
It's simple things
That keep us apart
You know it doesn't have to be this way

Can't you hear it in my voice
You gotta listen when I say

Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go

Some people stop
And some people start
I'm hearing whispers that you no longer care
Should I stay
Should I turn away
Stop playing games now you know it's not fair

Can't you hear it in my voice
You gotta listen when I say

Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go

You make me think I've got this feeling for you
I've tried so hard, won't you listen to me?
Cause we can make it we can see this through
Let me start by telling you

Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've got to know
When this feeling I've got won't let go

2007-12-24T21:56:00.000-08:00

merry christmas guys!!
todays Daddy's 2000+ th birthday!!
hehe..
hope nothing will spoil my mood.
Its the season!!!
why is everyone posting emo posts??
wells,
i wun join them i guess.
i want to be happy.
today.tomorrow.forever.

cheer up to those who are!!!(=
He loves you.

2007-12-23T05:02:00.000-08:00

heyy.

went out today

quite fun(=

at least i saw something i like thou I DIDN'T BUY.)=

lols.

this IS IT>> hahas.

cool phone.W960i

3.2 megapixel(!!!)

8 gb memory

walkman phone

with stylus(!!!)

lols.

cool price too.

gives me the chill.

$988.daddy says bdae present.

hope so.

so NOW.

i will aid him by not spending so much.

hehe.

so guys stop me when u see that i do okayy??

neway

today's

another SPECIAL DAY!!

so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GODMA!!!

you had played a really impt role in my life.

loveyou TRUCKLOADS!!!

muacks(=

thanks for everything you did for me.

awww x 7 too!!!(=

hahas.

2007-12-23T04:02:00.000-08:00

new song guys.
written quite a few weeks ago de.
did some editing to the chords.
so yupp. this the final i guess.
enjoy(=

There's no reason
C G
Looking back at the past,
Am E
Our history.
C G
Time passes really fast,
Am E
Those are nothing but memories.
(woohoo)

C G
Treasure those good times,
G
Remember the bad times.
C G
But as we grow and we mature,
C G
Never let our past judge our future!
(woooo.yeah.yeah)

Bridge
C G
What i want, I have told you.
C G
Now its up to you,
C G
to believe the truth.
C B
Trust me i won't lie,
C G
But just don't ask me why..
G
'cos-

Chorus x 2
A G
There's no reason to love,
Am E
I just love you.
A G
I have finally found the nerve
Am E
To show it to you.

C G
Thanks for being there,
G
Thanks for the times we share.
G
Thanks for the hugs and kisses,
Am E
To me they are really precious!

Bridge

Chorus

end of song

2007-12-21T18:52:00.000-08:00

Want a plane that loops the loop
I still want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late!!!

whee(=
paiseh>< i only know this 6lines.
hehe.rather distracted during the movie..

Bcos of the NACHOS luhh..
what were you notty boys and girls thinking hurr??
lols.lame><

bt wells,main point:
man.it is a nice movie(= 3.5 to 4stars/5stars?? xDD
so somebody's not bad recommendation luhh..
sort of xDD

and sorry dear, dirtied ur jacket..
i am sure i did though u say i didnt..><
and thanks for ur christmas present!!!
man.i love taz!! and of course baby taz!!!
ahhhh=DD

had great fun ytd!
thou it ended early.
hahs. sure no injuries ?? xPP

neway ytd was my parents' SPECIAL DAY!!!
paiseh again..
i am NOT SURE what day of significance,
but owells. its sth worth CELEBRATING!!
so, this is a tribute to you guys everlasting and never ending love for EACH OTHER and ME:D

HAPPY SPECIAL DAY for MUMMY AND DADDY!!=DD
wells.its in PINK (my tentatively FAVE color) so it just shows how much i love you guys.awww..and it won be tentatively-but ETERNALLY.awww x 7..=DD

hahas.
n both of them are really cute ppl..
they both secretly call my godma to ask her for help in buying present..
lols.
my dad calls her to buy CalvinKlein's Contradiction for my mum.
(i aid him to some extent alright?? acty is ALOT lohh.xDD)
and my mum calls her to buy Guy Laroche Drakkar Noir for my dad.hehe
thank god for my endearing parents.<333

2007-12-19T07:47:00.000-08:00

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

wells,
i hope mines the latter.(=
if it wasn't, i will make sure IT IS=DD

2007-12-19T06:24:00.000-08:00

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.

2 Timothy4:7

To my aunt, Sharon.

2007-12-15T04:07:00.000-08:00

"I Need You"

Baby,baby,I swear to you,

Baby,baby, I'm here for you,

I don't know why,

why i did those things to you,

what went through my mind,

And i don't know why,

why i broke your heart in two,

guess that i was blind,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,just one more time,baby...
And i swear,I'll be there,anytime you want me to,
I'll be true,here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,cause i need you,
Guess i've been a fool,
Now i can see the price to pay,
I can't run and hide,
Cause i'm loosing you,
and my chances slipped away,
with each time i lied,
Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
One more time, oh yeah
And i swear,(and i swear)I'll be there,(i'll be there)
anytime you want me to,yeah,
I'll be true(i'll be true)here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,cause i need you,
Baby,
Living without you,will tear me apart,
When i know how it could have been,
But i don't care what it leads to,let's make a new start,
and give love a chance to win,cause,baby i swear,
Baby,
baby, I swear to you,anytime you want me to,
Yes i swear,Baby, baby,I'm here for you,don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (i need you)
And i swear,I'll be there,anytime you want me to,yeah,
I'll be true,here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (cause i need you)
And i swear,(you know i'll be) I'll be there,
(i will be there)(i swear)
I'll be true,(i will be true)
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you,
Yes baby i need you.......

2007-12-14T22:47:00.000-08:00

More than words

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

2007-11-30T05:11:00.000-08:00

heyy guys i am finally posting about my trip.
hahas.
cos jing hiang ask me to update.lols
HONOURED worr??(=

at the AIRPORT(=

me and dear him(bt nope im nt wheel-chair bound fyi.hahas=DD)

the cute lil girl my mum is carrying is my cousin megan(= the other cute one is ME.hehe.narcissistic
my cousin and bro=DD
handsome worr. xpp

whee~ finally reach the hotel le..

my granny look so pek chek.hahas(=

love her to bits <333>

i look so wrong?!(anyway,i was just trying to take tissue)

awww. a friendly bunch of people.hahas(=

shes my mum.not sister.not daughter.and i look real fat beside her.><

okay.first two days de.

acty camwhore a lot.

bt all in my phone.

hahas.

then all these photos credit to digicam.

lols.

2007-11-30T05:09:00.000-08:00

Just hold me
Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
still care

You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care

Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days

And Why ....
Why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care

2007-11-26T03:37:00.000-08:00

Everyday I love you
I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

2007-11-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

Third Eye Blind - She Likes me for Me lyrics

she dont care about my car,
and she dont care about my money,
and thats real good cuz i dont got a lot to spend,
but if i did it would mean nothing.

She likes me for me,
not because i look like tyson bedford,
with the charm of robert redford,
unsing out my ears,
what she sees,
are my most rending desisions,
my insecure conditions,
and the tears upon the pillow that i shed.

she don't care about my big screen,
or my collection of dvds,
things like that just never mattered much to her,
plus she don't watch too much tv.

she dont care that i could fly her,
to places she aint never been,
if she really wants to go,
i think deep down she knows that,
all she has to say is when.

she likes me for me,
not because i hang with leonardo,
or that guy who played in fargo,
i think his name was steve.
shes the one for me,
and i just cant live without her,
my arms belong around her,
and im so glad i found her once again,
and im so glad i found her once again,
yeah im so glad i found her once again.

gazing at the ceiling,
as we entertain our feelings in the dark,
things that we're afraid of,
are gonna show us what we're made of in the end.

she likes me for me,
not because i sing like pavarotti,
or because im such a hottie.(sigh)

i like her for her,
not because shes phat like cindy crawford,
she has got so much to offer,
why does she waste all her time with me?
there must be something there that i don't see,
i don't see.

she likes me for me,
not because im tough like dirty harry,
make her laugh just like jim carrey,
im like the cable guy,
but what she sees,
is that i cant live with out her,
my arms belong arround her,
and im so glad i found her once again,
i found her once again,
once again,
yeah im so glad i found her once again.

2007-11-26T01:19:00.000-08:00

"Love Me For A Reason"

Girl when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please
It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be

And I never know, girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Keep driving me away...

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, girl
I'm proud to take a stand

I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time

[CHORUS]

I'm just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a facsimile of

[CHORUS to fade]

nice beat to a nice song.(=

2007-11-26T01:12:00.000-08:00

Baby can i hold you tonight
Im sorry,
Its all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words dont come easily
Like sorry (like sorry..like sorry..)
Forgive me,
Is all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words dont come easily
Like forgive me (forgive me...forgive me..)
Forgive me..

But you can say, baby
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Baby, if I told you the right words
Oooh, at the right time
Youll be mine

I love you
Is all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words dont come easily (words dont come easily..)
Like I love you, I love you..

But you can say, baby
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Baby, if I told you the right words
Oooh, at the right time
Youll be mine

(baby can I hold you...)
But you can say, baby
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Baby, if I told you the right words
Oooh, at the right time
Youll be mine

(baby, if I hold you..)
(baby, can I hold you..) youll be mine..
(baby if I told you..)
(baby, can I hold you..)
Youll be mine..
(baby if I told you..)
Baby, can I hold you.

this song s fantastic.
ohman.im head over heels in love
with ~~BOYZONE!!~~ i mean BOYZONE's songs.
cool songs.(=

2007-11-26T01:07:00.001-08:00

Words
smile an ever lasting smile
a smile can bring you near to me
don't ever let me find you gone
'cause that would bring a tear to me
this world has lost its glory
let's start a brand new story
now my love
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

talk in ever lasting words
and dedicate them all to me
and I will give you all my life
i'm here if you should call to me
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da da da da

this world has lost its glory
let's start a brand new story
now my love
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

nice song.(=
enjoy